There is so much I have to say but I don’t know where to begin.

The ice cold body found on the ground. It is a distinct difference from the warm and cheery you in my memory.

One year ago, Xiao Gui passed away in his apartment.

I blogged about it then but rereading that post, I felt that was insufficient to describe everything I wanted to talk about.

One of my earliest idols. This was a banner I did in 2015. It was used as one of the headers for this blog.

Xiao Gui was such a sincere, hardworking and down-to-earth person.

He worked hard on his craft and remained humble and respectful.

Thank you for being here through my youth. For giving me something to look forward to every evening as I sat in front of the TV waiting for Entertainment 100% to air. For bringing so much joy and laughter on those dreary days I had to study. For bringing me into the world of t-ent and drama.

Your departure was such a pity. You deserve so much more.

Rest in peace, angel.

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I have been writing this for hours. Typing and deleting, typing and deleting. I don’t know how to express this better but this will have to do.